Little Heavens

My love come back to me
I don't know how to describe it,
Because I miss you.
I wish I would've had the
Chance to hold you and to kiss you.
To keep you in my arms safe and never let you go

I promise little one your
Momma loved you. (I loved you)
Don't you ever doubt it,
I know you're looking down.
And I can't wait to see you.
When the heavens bring you down,
I mean I won't let you go for a second time

My soul couldn't take it.
It's like take my heart and break it.
I think about you every time I close my eyes,
And I hold on to my faith so your memory never dies.
I will forever be in debt with you,
Because you showed me how to love a way I never knew.

(My love)
I know you're never coming back
(Come back)
And my hopes are fading fast
(To me)
I'm holding on to a feather cause
My heart is filled with sorrow

(My love)
Missing you is killing me
(Come back)
But you'll always be a part of me
(To me)
I need to find the strength to hold on til tomorrow

See the thing is,
I wanna see you again.
I never got over the fact,
I just can't play pretend.
And pretend you never happened
When I heard your heart.
God had some other plans for you from the start.
And I try to understand but I really can't

I mean I wanted you so bad,
What was so wrong with that?
I know I wasn't perfect,
I was acting a fool
I couldn't make a decision of what I thought I knew
Thinking I could live my life pushing God away,
Until I got a big reminder when you couldn't stay.
Then my eyes really opened,
Something had to change.
I wasn't willing to go through something like that again.

(My love)
I know you're never coming back
(Come back)
And my hopes are fading fast
(To me)
I'm holding on to a feather
Cause my heart is filled with sorrow

(My love)
Missing you is killing me
(Come back)
But you'll always be a part of me
(To me)
I need to find the strength to hold on til tomorrow
Wish I would've had the chance,
To hold your tiny hands

And sing you lullabies before I put you to bed.
Wish I could've seen your eyes,
Heard your little cries.
Held you to my chest & knew that you were okay.
I mean I gotta believe because if not I'll break down.
I gotta know that you're in heaven & you're smiling down.
Trust that God had his reasons,
I was blessed to even have you.
Even for a second I'm so glad that I had you

But that doesn't take the pain away.
Even though it's been years I keep on feeling this way.
I mean my heart remains broken,
They tore my soul apart.
The day they took you from me will forever be hard
(My love)
I know you're never coming back
(Come back)

And my hopes are fading fast
(To me)
I'm holding on to a feather cause
My heart is filled with sorrow,
(My love)
Missing you is killing me
(Come back)
But you'll always be a part of me
(To me)
I need to find the strength to hold on til tomorrow