Liar

I have always been so proud of my honest heart
So naturally the truth flows from my mouth
Of course I have lied my share of times in my life
But it's pulling the teeth they pass to even spit them out

So it's so hard to find
That I've been lying
To myself all this time

I say I know you but it's time I realized
This life I lead is far from glorifying
Redundancy is plaguing me, it happens all the time
Because I just keep trying

And it's so dark in here
And I need you near
To ease my growing fear

So now I know the truth that I've been missing all along
Or maybe just didn't want to hear
And I confess I'm a lifetime liar of the truest kind
But I'm no longer blind

And it's so dark in here
And I need you near
It's so hard to find
That I've been lying
To myself all this time