Coal

My soul simply wont bleed
Coal blackened walls surround my scene
Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
And i need your soul in black, trust you rape and left me to see
My soul attacked it's innocence deaf and dumb
I cant hear the shit been preached to me
Losses I cound, you rip through from my mind
and take my thoughts from me
my mind, my space inside I'm lost replaced bliss with catastrophe
heaven sends to you the seed my mind receives and accepts deceit
My acceptance sometimes disturbing
My appearance shows no sympathy
Me in this state of mind
My balance off balance
But i push through this dark time
I lay awake at night
My body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck I need a handle in my life
I know that there is no escape for me
This sweating I don't mind
Just fused with insanity
Dark time I lay awake at night my body trembles
Wrapped with vines
Each tie that binds represents another
Dream demise
Oh fuck I need a handle in my life
In my life
My soul has been caught in the mix of your plague
Hardened, callous I've been stung by bees
Forfeited courage keeps me in need
My life is meaningless now is it you that I thank