someone, please come help (feat. Dylan Stiles)

Please, come help

It started with me, with sixteen
When no one thought anything
It was all for fun (and also fun)
But the fun's become
Pains, a lot of heartbreak
Too much giving, no taste
Sleepless nights and fake bias
As if I'm being honest

It's not what I thought it would be
Giving my life and learning my vices
Spending my nights with
Something I know that kills me
It's not how I thought it would feel
Numbing my days and throwing away
Everything I could be
I know what I'm doing, I know should stop the pain

Blurry the pain, block out the shame and do it again
I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am
'Cause I can't give it up, no, I can't get it enough
(Blurry the pain, block out the shame and do it again)
I can't stop myself, someone, please, come help

Here I am at twenty-three
This isn't who I'm supposed to be
I've lost control (lost control)
And no one knows
I'm so out of touch with reality
I thought that these things would help me
My world's been broke
I can't let go if I'm being honest

It's not what I thought it would be
Giving my life and learning my vices
Spending my nights with
Something I know that kills me
It's not how I thought it would feel
Numbing my days and throwing away
Everything I could be
I know what I'm doing, I know should stop the pain

Blurry the pain, block out the shame and do it again
I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am
'Cause I can't give it up, no, I can't get it enough
(Blurry the pain, block out the shame and do it again)
I can't stop myself, someone, please, come help

For a moment, I see the hell I've caused
And all the people I've hurt before disregard
My better judgement, damnit, I can't help it
Only one more time, I swear this is the last time that I

Blurry the pain, block out the shame and do it again
I look in the mirror, wipe a few tears, I hate who I am
'Cause I can't give it up, no, I can't get it enough
(Blurry the pain, block out the shame and do it again)
I can't stop myself, someone, please, come help