Darkest Fears

Staggering the paths of depression
A self-hatred driven way
Self-worth brought into question
Isolation begun of hate

I wait in fear of the darkest day
And beg questions into the unknown
Exiled by the horror of an ending life
Mental collapse, devolve

Death seems fitting to me

Often I face these demons
And every time they've won
Frustration kicks in to the turbulance
Betray myself from within

Give yourself to the masters of pain
Look within and see depression reign
Give in to the nightmare of wasted years
Life is broken down by the darkest fears

Padded cell demotion
All human rights denied
Caged within these walls
But I still can't escape my mind

Strapped up tight in this prison of pain
Left to deny this basic urge
Still left free to look within
And dwell on the sins of the past

My will cannot be contained

I will be free once again to rule
Bloodied havok left in my wake
You shall not live thru the animal rage
The beast shall once again, stalk the night

(solo: querruel)

(chorus)

Sometimes, I hide, living in a life denied
At one with me, the basis of insanity

Proves to me - This wasted youth
Bleed on me -I'm forever living thru

Darkness - From the shadows I hide
Consumed - By a world of lies
Hatred - Of what I'm living thru
Binding me and you

Darkness - In the black I reign
Consumed - By intolerable pain
Hatred - The knife I stick it thru
Bleeding me to you

Eternity denies my death

Darkness - From the shadows I hide
Consumed - By a world of lies
Hatred - Of what I'm living thru
Binding me and you

Darkness - In the black I reign
Consumed - By intolerable pain
Hatred - The knife I stick it thru
Bleeding me to you

Eternity denies my death

Here I lay amongst earthly remains
Dismembered victims of my life of sin

Behold my blunt force after-effect
Massacred bodies, and a smell of death

I will be unbound once more
Free to unleash my vengeful hate
Silently stalking my victim of choosing
Another soul to devastate

Soon to re-unite with my bride of death
Her shallow grave never unearthed
Even if within these walls I die
No one is safe for I shall rise

I am eternal

They say I'm insane so they lock me in a cage
Your life is but a moment before my eyes
I will become the ressurected, I will live beyond my death
Another collection of bodies I shall amass

In death
I thrive
Ending a life extends mine

The blood
I crave
Allows me to cheat the fuckin grave