Boderline

When you said you love yourself but you love me more
Then it was clear
Kill or be killed
Life is getting too dangerously
This situation feels so endlessly

And I've been trying to write some songs
Put a melody on them
But it's so hurtfull all the time
Darkness is all everywhere
Where is the light?
So this can go by

I'm so loose
Where the fuck is my muse?
I've been trying to live hopelessly
I've been trying to fight effortlessly
I get no results sadly

Obviously
Why did this agony choose me?
Between the borderlines of mind
Right in the middle there's a kid
Staring at me, myself and I
I just want him to hold me tight

You know, say everything is gonna be alright
But he is walking away
More and more everyday
And there's no remedy
To this soul in pieces
Aching more and more everytime
Cause I keep unconsciously
Going back and forth
Between the borderlines of mind