When you said you love yourself but you love me more Then it was clear Kill or be killed Life is getting too dangerously This situation feels so endlessly And I've been trying to write some songs Put a melody on them But it's so hurtfull all the time Darkness is all everywhere Where is the light? So this can go by I'm so loose Where the fuck is my muse? I've been trying to live hopelessly I've been trying to fight effortlessly I get no results sadly Obviously Why did this agony choose me? Between the borderlines of mind Right in the middle there's a kid Staring at me, myself and I I just want him to hold me tight You know, say everything is gonna be alright But he is walking away More and more everyday And there's no remedy To this soul in pieces Aching more and more everytime Cause I keep unconsciously Going back and forth Between the borderlines of mind