Fighting In The Past

Why did i need to believe in somebody
Somebody i never saw?
Why did i never fight for what i wished
I have only prayed for it?
Now i have a hang on my neck
I look down and see the abyss i built!

Where are all now?
My smile is no pleasure but only to hide my cries

Why did i spend all my life looking for
Something i don't know what it was?
Why did i do things that i'm repented
And when i wanted i couldn't come back?
Now i'm destroying all that i'll live my life
And forget the rest
Fighting the past!

Now to pray for my life, no!
To pray, what for?
It would not be right
I don't need any lie
To lie, to whom?
To my conscience it's better to die

Now i need to believe in myself
So now i can live in peace
Now i will fight for what i wish
I will not pray for it
I can live in this way
'cause i will not fade away

Now i know only i need to pay for things
That i did, things that i said

Now i see what i did with my life
But i know i can make it better with fight

I can live in this way 'cause i will not fade away