Changed

A friend of mine said I changed
Fuck it, I grew
Then he asked for some change
I said, fuck it
I get no rest from my brain (yeah)
I can't sleep at night, can't sleep at night
Voices in my head say I'm doomed
I don't know what the fuck I should do

I toss and I
Turn and I
Sweat and I
Might just end up sleeping with the cross tonight
If these are not the things that I
Never wanted to come across in life
My conscience is conscienceless
Contradiction contradicting
I'm the victim
But I count the blisters when I count the blessings
Like when I would picture
Mom in the kitchen
I was a kid then
It started to kick in
My poppa was tripping
I wanted to switch them
Convinced that I wasn't gone miss him
You know teenage feels, it seems bleak
The same feeling that came back this week
The doctor knows all my weak links
I see the most in my deep sleep

There's way too much going on in my
In my head, in my head, in my head, in my head
Thought I was asleep but I was dead
Parasites, these voices in my..

A friend of mine said I changed
Fuck it, I grew
Then he asked for some change
I said, fuck it
I get no rest from my brain (yeah)
I can't sleep at night, can't sleep at night
Voices in my head say I'm doomed
I don't know what the fuck I should do

All these chains (all these chains)
Dangling on me (dangling)
I am materialistic
And I will admit its got a hang-ling on me (I didn't)
I didn't really listen when the preacher said its got a strangle-ling on me (I owe my)
I owe my soul some cleansing, if it come up missing Imma put the blame on it
I don't make friends I make business partners now
Its all about what's in my pockets now
Friend make incomplete promises
I'd give them jobs before a smile
I'd get a yacht before a child
They don't really like me going wild
They just wanna hear me talk about..

A friend of mine said I changed
Fuck it, I grew
Then he asked for some change
I said, fuck it
I get no rest from my brain (yeah)
I can't sleep at night, can't sleep at night
Voices in my head say I'm doomed
I don't know what the fuck I should do