I'm sorry

Ever so often, the thought just, crosses
Maybe you casted this spell upon me, on me, on me
Cause every heart I’ve ever broken wants me, haunts me, taunts me
No peace in my sleep, I'm tossing, tossing, I’m sorry

Maybe I deserve it, 'cause I don’t pick up
Responsible for our hiccups
We lacking communication
'Cause I would rather talk to the liquor
I promised and then I switch up
I'm battling with anxiety
Struggling with my temper
It's like I only remember the times when you didn’t love me and not the reason behind
I see all your mistakes but to all of mine I am blind
I don’t even put effort in lying 'bout how I'm trying
I saw the end of us coming but I told myself I'd be fine
But I'm not
Ahh, I’m a universe way from it
I'm more bumping sad songs
Heartache, painful shit
I'm more type jealous, hating everyone's relationships
Yeah right, like a loyal woman really makes me sick, ughh!
Colour me bad, colour me monster
Colour me doom, whatever you choose
Colour me proper
Couldn’t exchange hearts as promised but I robbed ya
My guilty conscious must be the cause of the karma, oh

Ever so often, the thought just, crosses
Maybe you casted this spell upon me, on me, on me
Cause every heart I’ve ever broken wants me, haunts me, taunts me
No peace in my sleep, I'm tossing, tossing, I’m sorry

And I try a new love, I do
I try not to think about you
I see you posting pics with dude
And I try not to lose my cool
You know I channel my woosah woo
I tell the bros I got news for you
Everything and anything that helped me deal with losing you
I…I…I…I think I'm losing you
Anh anh anh anh anh anh…I'm really losing you
Anh anh anh
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Ever so often, the thought just, crosses
Maybe you casted this spell up on me, on me, on me
Cause every heart I’ve ever broken wants me, haunts me, taunts me
No peace in my sleep, I'm tossing, tossing, I’m sorry
Ever so often, the thought just, crosses
Maybe you casted this spell upon me, on me, on me
Cause every heart I’ve ever broken wants me, haunts me, taunts me
No peace in my sleep, I'm tossing, tossing, I’m sorry