Get My Head Together

[Esham]

I hear a voice in my head, my head hears voices
So many choices
I'm coming down off a bad trip, and I'm sick of all the bullshit
It ain't my fault, it's all my fault, who's fault is it ?

It doesn't matter, can you understand
I live the life of a madman
I'm psycho, suicycho
Not Michael on a motorcycle

I can't understand myself
Man I need help
Who am I ?
Am I who you thought I was

If not too bad cuz
I ain't trippin, nah I'm trippin, cause you know I be trippin
You don't know me
How you gonna know me when I don't know me

I try to get to know myself
Self knowledge and tell myself
They're all gonna laugh at me....
I gotta get my head together

[Esham]

I gotta get my head straight, I'm losin my mind
Givin you a piece of my mind
I got somethin on my mind one time
But heyyy nevermind

I'm losin my sense, I got no sense

No nonsense, mo dollas than cents

Since I'm dyin

The world may never know if I'm lyin

Lyin in my grave

Heyyyy... I think I need a shave

What's my name ? Who stole my brain ? Who should I blame ?

Blame it on the boogie, blame it on the rain

I can feel yo pain

I'ma say, heyyyy I forgot what I'ma say

Who, what, when, where, why, how ?

I gotta get my head together

[Esham]

I got to get it straight, I got to get it straight

I can't really wait, I can't really wait

For my mind, making my mind, I'm losing my mind

So do you mind, I don't mind if you don't mind

Cause what's yours is mine

But I need my own

You know what I'm sayin holmes

You don't know cause I don't know

So get that my names Esham

Slit your wrist, drink a orange juice

Hallelujah

Suck my dick, what's it to ya

I'm from nowhere, I comin straight outta nowhere

And going nowhere

Mo dope, mo dope, mo coke for the fiends to smoke

Hit me, come get me lock me up

I don't give a fuck

I gotta get my head together

[Esham]

Man I'm back, I'm the black devil and that ain't no joke

What's up, who's playin that beat

Comin thru in the backseat

Cheap shots,cheap tricks

But you can suck on my toe hey hoe you know

That I'm the black bro

I still don't know where I come from

Lick my balls till my dick's numb

Dum diddy dum diddy dum dum

Redrum, I feel like a redrum

E-S-H-A-M

Why I'm talkin bout him ?

Is that me ?

You can't see what I can see

Man whateva

I gotta get my head together