Crawling in Circles

Is it do or die? Because one sounds faster
Living shadows of strangers, or maybe they're all mine
Now they all blend together
Is this my fear or my anger?

But I can't keep
Keep on hoping this will fix itself
And I can't speak
For all your secrets I could never tell

Don't wanna live your lie, just wanna live my life
But I can't, 'cause I know that you might never change
Just wanna live some truth that wasn't changed by you
What I'd give just to know that you'll forget my name
Left you mark on me, and it's one that I can't show
I won't keep crawling 'round in circles

Alone in my own mind
When the world's losing power, and every voice getting louder
Is this the rest of time?
Every day's getting longer, am I supposed to get stronger?

But I can't keep
Keep on hoping that you'll find some help
And I can't write
Into stories that you try to sell

Don't wanna live your lie, just wanna live my life
But I can't, 'cause I know that you might never change
Just wanna live some truth that wasn't changed by you
What I'd give just to know that you'll forget my name
Left you mark on me, and it's one that I can't show
I won't keep crawling 'round in circles