To Let Go

Faith alone
Can't get me where I need to go
'Cause I should know
That you don't wanna get better

When we collide
The worst and darkest parts of me
Come back to life
They weigh me down, now I'm tethered

I'll take your fall and lose it all, you write the narrative
'Cause you won't see reality for what it really is
Suffocate and compensate till I'm empty in the end
And you still take when I got nothing left

But all I ever wanted was for you
To have some faith in me
Now all that I could ask for is for you
To fucking let me be

Faith alone
Holds all the strings that dangle me
Now I don't know
What dances in my mirror

As time moves on
I say you're gone but it feels the same
It's ink that shows
Your toxicity in my veins

I'll take the fall and lose it all for what I'll never know
And you can't find the nerve to wish me well
The memories and promises, were they all just for show?
Your photographs, they show somebody else

But all I ever wanted was for you
To have some faith in me
Now all that I could ask for is for you
To fucking let me be

How much further underwater can I sink? I'll never know
Now I can barely to hold on, what I need is strength to let go
All I ever wanted was for you to have some faith in me
Tell me, why you can't just let this be

Take all you want 'cause I'm devoid of anything
You don't contain no empathy
I'm starved for anything that makes me feel alive
Drain me of every memory

All I wanted was some faith in me
Now all that I could ask for is for you
To fucking let me be

How much further underwater can I sink? I'll never know
Now I can barely hold on, what I need is strength to let go
All I ever wanted was for you to have some faith in me
Tell me, why you can't just let this be