The Selfish

Here I am
Just like in the old times
Gotta play it right
Or I'll lose my mind
I had the control
Yeah, I thought I had
Sometimes I feel so weak
When facing death
I had that big feeling thought
Like this, it was, for many years
Everything was a huge show
Just like life itself
Addicted feelings, them
I feel the acid
Running down my brain
What happened before
Is now reality again
I gonna bet all I have
And it doesn't matter at all