Serenity

Why is this so weird?
We should be friends
I don't really want to, but it's only way we'll get through this
'Cause we're at all the same shows
And we love all the same people
But you're incapable, so I'm releasing all my ropes

Don't tell me it meant nothing
Sink me serenity, I need a bath
The anxious fire's been burning through my better half
I was comfortable being lonely
But now I'm back and I'm beat, whiskey neat 'til I sleep

I guess that I just want you to feel a little bit miserable
'Cause I feel like shit and you've been dismissing it
Some selfish form of justice
That won't make me feel better at all
I know it's wrong, but I gotta be honest
At least for the sake of my bitter, rotten soul

I wish this wasn't so weird
I miss being your friend
And I still don't really know what happened

And this all really sucks
We're pissing off our friends
Now I'm back to the drinking the liquor
And playing the pitied fool again

I agree, it meant nothing
Sink me serenity, I need a bath
The anxious fire's been burning through my better half
I was comfortable being lonely
But now I'm back and I'm beat, whiskey neat 'til I sleep

Frisk me felicity and make it last
Or marinate me in gasoline and make it fast
I want to hit reset and call off all my bets
Make it all go away, go away, go away like nothing happened