Starting Over

They say there’s always a silver lining
But nothing’s shining now
The rut that I'm in
Is ever widening
And I’ve been trying not to drown

There’s fire in my blood
What am I becoming?
Always running away

There fire in my blood
So I'm starting over
Watching it all burn down

Lately I’ve been living in a state of panic
Got a new disease
Got me going manic
I need a antidote
I'm stuck in a kaleidoscope
Or maybe it’s the feeling like I’ll never do it on my own

I'm feeling pressed
Losing to stress
I feel my spirit sinking
Feel it in my chest
Hard to connect
Russian roulette
Keep on playing with the devil that’s inside my head

Finding
Everything I'm trying
Hasn’t made a difference like I thought it would have
So sick of lying
Not sure I can stomach it
Everything I thought I was is starting to die

There’s fire in my blood
What am I becoming?
Always running away

There fire in my blood
And I'm starting over
Watching it all burn down

There’s fire in my blood
What am I becoming?
Always running away

There fire in my blood
And I'm starting over
Watching it all burn down