They say there’s always a silver lining But nothing’s shining now The rut that I'm in Is ever widening And I’ve been trying not to drown There’s fire in my blood What am I becoming? Always running away There fire in my blood So I'm starting over Watching it all burn down Lately I’ve been living in a state of panic Got a new disease Got me going manic I need a antidote I'm stuck in a kaleidoscope Or maybe it’s the feeling like I’ll never do it on my own I'm feeling pressed Losing to stress I feel my spirit sinking Feel it in my chest Hard to connect Russian roulette Keep on playing with the devil that’s inside my head Finding Everything I'm trying Hasn’t made a difference like I thought it would have So sick of lying Not sure I can stomach it Everything I thought I was is starting to die There’s fire in my blood What am I becoming? Always running away There fire in my blood And I'm starting over Watching it all burn down There’s fire in my blood What am I becoming? Always running away There fire in my blood And I'm starting over Watching it all burn down