I Needed This

I am here
But am I still alive?
You broke me down
But somehow I survived
I never thought that I could leave it
I can't believe it. It's gone

You'll never hear me say
I wanted it this way
It hurts me every time I breathe
No matter what I've told
I'm left out feeling cold
But I know, I needed this all along

Safe and Well
To everything advise
Take this heart
It was never even mine
I never thought that I could leave it.
I can't believe it.
It's gone

You'll never hear me say
I wanted it this way
It hurts me every time I breathe
No matter what I've told
I'm left out feeling cold
But I know, I needed this all along

Blood stains and scars
Are much worse than ours
But your breaking, healing is taking me this far
This far
I never thought that I could leave it
I can't believe it
It's gone.
I thought that maybe I stopped breathing
But instead I'm moving on.

You'll never hear me say
I wanted it this way
It hurts me every time I breathe
No matter what I've told
I'm left out feeling cold
But I know, I needed this all along.

I've needed this all along.
I've needed this all along.