Limbo of Existence

There's a dark cloud around me
I scream in the void
Facing my demons
It's easier to succumb

But I'm too weak to live and too weak to die
I'm in the limbo of existence

I think I'll be ok
I just need to get through this
Nine drops under my tongue
Hope my brain turns into my home

Opiates and barbiturates with a sip of gin
Highly unrecommended

I think I'll be ok
I just need to get through this
Nine drops under my tongue
Hope my brain turns into my home

Maybe you will need some Narcan
When you finally find me home
Life is not for the weak