Opium

All alone in the night
Rain is pouring down
I can tell when it's not right
I'm going down
The ghosts from my past come to haunt again
I feel it returning
Opium fills my head again
The rage in my heart tells what’s to come
Can you hear it? It's playing
The sound of the tragedy announced

I close my eyes and all I see is blood
I close my eyes, everything is red
I get attached by the feeling
The future is pain
I close my eyes and it starts again
I closed my eyes, and the pictures came
Spiral of distracting thoughts
Cuts in vain

Im standing on my toes
Almost falling in this abyss of pills and pain
It gets faster, I've lost control
Need a dose to make it slow again

I close my eyes and all I see is blood
I close my eyes, everything is red
I get attached by the feeling
The future is pain
I close my eyes and it starts again
I closed my eyes, and the pictures came
Memories of times long gone are driving me insane

Rain outside
Storm inside
My forces drained
With this pills I've lost my brain
The pain comes
With dark thoughts
All spins around
I think im going insane

Now I'm laying on the floor
I have no strength to get up again
All my forces seems to be drained
I can't stand on my feet anymore and
Opium is flying throught my head once again
Just to kill the pain
It starts again

Obsessive thoughts invade my head again
Here comes the feeling again
As thunder echoing it explodes in my brain
I need the opium again
I don’t know how to slow down, it seems to get faster
It's just to kill the pain
Appealing to drastic and painful measures in vain