One Big Apology

I look in the eyes
of my drunk friends
and I see my father
and it weighs me down
they don't know whether they love me
they won't fight me
or how much they've hurt
and it weighs me down

It's just one big apology
It's just one big apology

how do you work up so much emotion
over something that's over
once now (?)

how do you make things bigger
make things smaller
to get where your going
or think you are

It's just one big apology
It's just one big apology

I thougt my way around it
I've thought of all these things
I thought if you could save
you could own a life (?)

The siren gets the bad rep
when she brings sinners in
yeah, they should all know better
but thery'e just finding better things.