Stubborn

Visions of red
I never thought that I could get here
In the past the pain would blind me
And at times I’d wish you dead
Now I see a picture clearer than the morning
To you I was a monster
And you had to save yourself

For only one more night
To hold you close
To tell you you were right
And I’ll take all the blame
For only one more night
To say what I was too stubborn to before
And I’ll take all the blame

I left you alone
While I went off into my own world
I’d throw up my arms in anger
When you’d try to come pull me out
Now I see myself more clearly than the morning
To you I was hopeless
And I had to save myself

I’m not trying to win you back
I’m not on my knees
I owe you this much
I’m not holding grudges anymore