Insomniac

Ten pills a day to take the pain away
The more and more I take, the closer to the sleep I crave
Downhill, I'm falling on my face again
Numb to the world, and I'm begging for an exit
I stare through these empty eyes
Swear I'm ok, but no one knows what’s really on my mind
Don’t care what will become of me
Why does a crowded room feel so lonely?

When I close my eyes, I can’t fall asleep
Now my mind’s gone numb and my body is weak
Doctor! Doctor! Please, won’t you give me surgery?
Cure the awful things inside that won’t let me be
This disease is a never ending tragedy
Headed for fatality
A cynical emergency

I'm here sitting in sorrow
Suffer in silence I won’t think about tomorrow
I can’t find a purpose
Won’t keep my head up, 'cause I know it’s never worth it
Listen to voices inside my head
They talk, they talk, they talk, I know that they just want me dead
I wish that I could shut it out
Sleep is for the weak, but lately I’ve been having doubts

When I close my eyes, I can’t fall asleep
Now my mind’s gone numb and my body is weak
Doctor! Doctor! Please, won’t you give me surgery?
Cure the awful things inside that won’t let me be
This disease is a never ending tragedy
Headed for fatality
A cynical emergency

If pain is pleasure then I'm feelin' fine
Relieve the pressure 'cause I'm out of time

When I close my eyes, I can’t fall asleep
Now my mind’s gone numb and my body is weak
Doctor! Doctor! Please, won’t you give me surgery?
Cure the awful things inside that won’t let me be
This disease is a never ending tragedy
Headed for fatality
A cynical emergency

If pain is pleasure then I'm feelin' fine
Relieve the pressure 'cause I'm out of time