Be Nothing

I used to rise, love and fall
Lived it all
Needed no motive
Now I need every reason
To accept the change of seasons
I'm on a train home like yesterday
Just swiping right and left, consuming somebody's tales of woe and treason
Then buying things for no reason

I want to be nothing
I'm sick of trying to be something for nobody
I want to be nothing
For somebody
And you wake up to win and lose
But it's never you
You know that
We'll be sucked into their history
They say we're so instrumental

Thank you, Mr. Judgmentals
I drink too much again, losing your touch
Now every move is contradictory
Realize that I never ask you how you're really feeling
I want to be nothing
I'm sick of trying to be something for nobody
I want to be nothing
So I can start to face the truth
Living's right next to you
But life gets complicated
It's getting mad, it's getting mad
In the end, was it overrated?

It's getting real
Life gets complicated
But here I stand
I need your hand
Just open up my head, and
Make me smile
Make me cry like a child taking the first breath
Taking the first breath
Taking the first breath
I want to be nothing just for you and me
Sick of being something for nobody
I want to be nothing