This Way

I can be a little bit anxious
All up in my head it’s dangerous
Swimming in what’s real or false
You’re nothing but good intentions
But I can’t help but mention
All good things they fall

No matter what you say to me
I’m thinking that you’re gonna leave
But I don’t wanna wait and see
No

Guess I’m the first one running
Hands up! If I’m being honest
I just can’t watch you let me go
How long, will I do this to me?
Won’t stay at the risk of it ending
Something I think you should know
I don’t wanna be, I don’t wanna be this way

The way you love me makes it all make sense
You came and filled in all of my pages
I think I know you’re good for me
But every now and then I get nervous
Tell myself I don’t deserve this
My imperfections would agree, so

No matter what you say to me
I’m thinking that you’re gonna leave
But I don’t wanna wait and see