Jaded

So here I am, so vulnerable, unguarded
I take a chance, and let you in
I'm so naive
And you were so quick to take advantage of my heart
Use my kindness and you're slowly tearing me apart
And since I said it, needing you to justify my pain
Caused by you, your silence is displaying

So now I'm faded, abused, torn, and jaded
Tainted by the love we seek, damaged by the one I need
Left alone, discarded, lost and brokenhearted
Trying to find my way
But now I'm jaded

So gullible, deceiving, let's stay alive
So truly, once was a man
You've taken everything, I'm barren and empty
And you were so quick to take advantage of my heart
Use my kindness and you're slowly tearing me apart
And since I said it, needing you to justify my pain
Caused by you, your silence is displaying

So now I'm faded, abused, torn, and jaded
Tainted by the love we seek, damaged by the one I need
Left alone, discarded, lost and brokenhearted
Trying to find my way
But now I'm jaded, jaded, jaded

You said you'd never lie
You said you'd never leave
You said you would be true
And now there's only me
Now the pain and the anger
The tears you promised we'd always be
You lied and you cheated
And now you're blaming the soul on me
Corrupted, confused, let's desolate and consume
Without answer to questions
Now I'm so jaded