Not Right Now

I got a lot to do but not right now
'Cause I run hot until I'm all run out
I show up to parties to avoid myself
'Cause being alone's a different kind of hell
And I didn't know how bad it was for my health

I got a lot to give but not right now
'Cause I never learned to give back to myself
Took too many mushrooms, I can't come down
Hoping I get high enough to climb out
Maybe I didn't try enough to find out
Woo

I got a lot of love but not right now
'Cause I've been up in my head, my heart's worn out
Got good at faking like I'm up in the clouds
So nobody thinks to ask why I'm not around
Oh

I can't keep running 'round as fast as I am
I could use a few weeks in bed
I hope they bury me a happier man
Maybe I can sleep when I'm dead
Yeah, I could use a few weeks in bed

Yeah, I could use a few weeks in bed
I got a lot to do but not right now