Eye for an eye, we were kids in the night Bruised knuckles, cheap lies Jumping every fence like the world was ours Sirens in the distance, we just laughed too hard Drunk on nothing but the way we felt alive God, we were invincible at nine Running from ghosts we didn't understand You held the matches, I held your hand Mom screaming echoes down the hall again Two little rebels, no fucking plan We were chaos dressed in innocence Brother, I still love you Even if time cut us in two So where did you go, Cameron? We used to bleed the same Now I say your name to silence And it don't hit the same I tried to hate you, tried to forget But grief don't work like that You died, and I I just exist like this We grew up fast, but not side by side You were a stranger with my eyes Different worlds, different friends, different scars Same last name, but lightyears apart We stopped talking 'round seventeen Over something dumb, or so it seemed Miami nights you never came back from I heard your voice, then it was gone I kept your sweater in my drawer Smelled like smoke and something more You said: I'll call, but you never did Guess life don't care about promises Brother, I still love you Even if you never knew So where did you go, Cameron? We used to share a soul Now I'm digging through the memories Just to feel you close I'd take the fights, the wasted years The shit we never said If it meant you weren't A ghost inside my head Let's dye our hair green again Crash the car, pretend That nothing ever ends Drink wine we couldn't afford Laugh till we hit the floor Be brothers like before Mom called me yesterday Her voice was thin, it broke in waves She said: Have you talked to him? I didn't know what to say 'Cause how do you call someone Buried under yesterday? So goodbye, Cameron I hope you found your peace I'm still stuck here breathing But it don't feel like relief We were brothers, weren't we? Or did that fade away? You died, and I I just live, day by day