Promises

Isn't it funny how you used to call me dramatic?
Isn't it nice to see the flowers wither?
I molded and sculpted this whole castle
I'm the one who created the ocean around us as my cry
And now my skin is rough
Because it's begging for your touch

My heart has turned purple
My wound is inflamed
Your lame excuses were like bandages for them
If I beg, maybe one day you'll come back?

I wonder why, why, why
I try to think, think, think
I only know how to cry, cry, cry

Why did you have to lie?
You had me in your hands
In a brief moment I slipped from your fingers
But now, in the castle I built
I try to remember how I let myself go

By all your thousand promises
I let you lead me by a thousand promises
You said you loved me, about a million times
But where's the fucking proof?
Where's your promise?

Every time your eyes went to my body
I went to heaven and back
It was embarrassing the way we loved each other
When it stopped being just about you
It turned from love into an ego dispute
You gave me my crown, only to take it away later

I pretended to be, be, be
I lie to you, you, you
I let myself die, die, die

Why did you have to lie?
You had me in your hands
For a brief moment I slipped from your fingers
But now, in the castle I built
I try to remember how I let myself go

For all your thousand promises
I let you lead me on a thousand promises
You said you loved me, about a million times
But where's the fucking proof?
Where's your promise?

When everything was falling apart
Where were you?
When I cried out for you
Where were you?

When it's all over and I've forgotten you
Where will you be?
When I find someone new
Where will you be?

Why did you have to lie?
You had me in your hands
For a brief moment I slipped from your fingers
But now, in the castle I built
I try to remember how I let myself go

By all your thousand promises
I let you lead me on a thousand promises
You said you loved me, about a million times
But where's the fucking proof?
Where's your promise?