White Lies

There's this game that I play
Where I like to say
I'm safe in her arms
But I know that's a lie

There's this place that I hide
Somewhere no one can find
Oops I misplaced my life
Kinda lose myself sometimes

There's this trash in my room
It kinda dampened my mood
I had a few friends, a crew
I sorta threw 'em out too

There's these white little lies
That help me not to cry
Like I'm fine
Or maybe it'll be better next time

I can't get out my head
I'm stuck in my bed
For the 4th day
Watchin my hopes fade

I am tearing to shreds
Don't know how I'll end
But it's okay
If I waste my pain decays

I don't know why I isolate myself
The only time I; ll hang is with my belt
Everyone was there to watch me drown
But I lost anyone who could get me out

There's this trash in my room
It kinda dampened my mood
I had a few friends, a crew
I sorta threw 'em out too

There's these white little lies
That help me not to cry
Like I'm fine
Or maybe it'll be better next time

I can't get out my head
I'm stuck in my bed
For the 4th day
Watchin my hopes fade

I am tearing to shreds
Don't know how ill end
But it's okay
If I waste my pain decays