Wonder Where I Been

Tell me you love me, was it all fake?
'Cause all that you do is sit and complain
Lost in my mind, I'm stuck in my shame
Tired of the lies, done with the games
I'm lost in my ways, refusing to change
Time gon' keep passing, still stuck in my brain
Ain't no more happily ever after (oh)

Until we have everything that we're after
No money, no fame can change the way that I am
Swirling thoughts inside my head, I'm up till 3 AM
People tryna use me for the life that I live
I'm wishing they could be there when I had nothing to give

Now I'm wondering where I have been
Where are the ones who want me to win? (No, I can't change a thing)
Scrolling through my comment section
Realize it got me stressing, heart-broke, and oppression
Can't handle all those inhibitions, it's my life, let me live it
All these rumors got me twisted
Think they know what's best for me
Can't keep their own opinion (oh)
I'm lost in my ways, refusing to change
Time gone keep passing, still stuck in my brain (no, I can't change a thing)