6 O'clock

Six o'clock, I wake up ! No one near me,
Where are you ?!
No words, no signs, nothing; I give up !
My heart's crying, some tears are falling down,
Where are you ?! Where are you ?!

I need my sweat, of this thing, small, white, so good !
I need to feed me, I need to feel better !
I need to fly, to dream, to fight enemies !
To kill enemies, see the Devil, the Angels !…
Am I at Heaven ? Am I at Heaven ?!

Six o'clock, I wake up ! Just a dream ? You are here !
What did happen ?! I look at you, you're so pretty !
I try to touch you, your body, so sweat !
But… I feel nothing… What's happening ?! I can't think it !
You're DEAD ! You fly ! Transparent; like a feather !

I wake up ! I wake up !
What do I feel ? Blood on my fingers !
Turning head, slowly, I see you, blood-covered…
Terrified, I can't move ! I can't cry, realize !

All around me, all becomes shade
All is moving, the shadows on the wall…
Am I crazy ? NO ! Am I tired ? NO ! Am I heart ? No !
So, what's happening ?!…
Oh I know ! I understand, all is clear now :

I think I'm dead
No one's crying over me !
No tears, no deception ! Why ?
Nobody cries !
Nobody mourns to me !
I am covered by a white sheet…

I was a junky,
No proud to be but it's to late !
The Time is coming to pay, pay mistakes !
So I leave your World !
MY World !
To I hope, a better World !