Windmill And Watertower

Hard to breathe every moment hurts
And sleep is just a temporary cure
Is it selfish or is it human
What’s the purpose who’s in charge
And who the fuck do I think I’m fooling
When there is no quick fix you need to stomach through
Torn between the minutes of stable and new
Sick to my insides again
Sick to my insides
I need to clear my head
Need to follow through
Need to figure out the undefined you
What if no option is the right one
I may need a second opinion