Drowning Shallow

Everywhere you turn they'll be incognito
These dogs are bred just like me
Same habits hard to break
We are not proud

I've stayed the same in pursuit of a win at this pitiful game
Where's the will, where's my pride, could it all just be cooped up inside
How did I let this get so out of control and take over my once stable life
Can I mend or will I be stuck here drowning shallow in the deep end

All the blame, all the lies, no need for explanation with guilt on my side
Where's the will, where's my pride, could it all just be cooped up inside
How did I let this get so out of control and take over my once stable life
Can I mend or will I be stuck here drowning shallow in the deep end

Not at all easy to erase the mistakes I've made before now I'm making again
Underlying shame hidden deep within me zero excuse I have to bring you down

Bring you down
Zero excuse I have to bring you down

It's not too late to recover the senses, cleaning of the slate
Easier said than done when so much of the damage has already been done
I've stayed the same in pursuit of a win at this pitiful game
Where's the will, where's my pride, could it all just be cooped up inside

I now need to seek answers
I now need to seek answers
I now must look the other way
I now must take control of who I am