Dissolving

I deny lingering into youth
To let these demons
Bear the flame for you
I close the gate
To hide from the Sun
But trying to kill what eats me alive

Let’s go to the place we lost the reasons to love
The day we stopped fighting for what’s now only memory

All of that I’ve ever been
Still prevails in me
All of that I’ve ever seen
Still dissolving in me

I deny lingering into youth
To let these demons bear the flame for you

(And I gave you the part of my skin
So you could know my sins
And I know you're sick of me not growing up
Talking about all that great things we could’ve done
Finally we will let go off everything you love
And just swim into the ocean of the dark
Rotting in the depths of uncomfortable waves
Seeing our counterparts and allowing them to find peace
Spitting and swearing and talking in tongues till we cease to exist
In sickness and health I'll dig the hole standing on my knees
Under the weight of my indecision
And yours imperfections)

And you know that I tried
To reach your hand but reached the disaster
And the demons still live inside

Day by day
The face turns pale
And the curse unveils
The cadence fails
These wounds run deep, I'm stuck with shit in my mind
It’s an easy way to never go out

All of that I’ve ever been
Still prevails in me
All of that I’ve ever seen
Still dissolving in me

And I gave you part of my skin
So you know my sins
(Part of my skin)
And I tried to make them disappear
Because of you

(Day by day
The face turns pale
And the curse unveils
The cadence fails
And I know you're sick of me not growing up
Talking about all the things we could've done
We will let go of everything that you love
And just swim into the ocean of the dark
Rotting in depths of uncomfortable waves
Seeing our conuterparts and allowing them to find peace)