Scars

I gave you my life
I gave you too much
I gave you the knife
You made the final cut
So deep inside of me
Deeper than I fell into you
Just live and let bleed
And let my heart beat black and blue

I think I'll try and let the past fade to memory
No longer will I act on how I feel
I'll hide inside this empty shell that I call me
Until the stitches are removed and the wounds can heal

This is the way it's always been
I pushed you away and I've been broken since

Why are you so fed up?
Have you had enough?
Am I nothing now?
Did I bring you down?

Why do you act this way?
What's with the games you play?
Why did we let it get this far?
Why can't I hide these fucking scars?

Why are you so fed up?
Have you had enough?
Am I nothing now?
Did I bring you down?

Why do you act this way?
What's with the games you play?
Why did we let it get this far?
Why can't I hide these fucking scars?

I turned the gun on you but it wasn't loaded
You told me you loved me, how come you never showed it
I tried to show you my pain
But that only brought more
And now you've opened another vein
And closed another door

I think I'll try and let the past die
No longer will I look back on this
If there never was a you and I
Then what is it that I miss

This is the way it's always been
I pushed you away and I've been broken since

Why are you so fed up?
Have you had enough?
Am I nothing now?
Did I bring you down?

Why do you act this way?
What's with the games you play?
Why did we let it get this far?
Why can't I hide these fucking scars?

Why are you so fed up?
Have you had enough?
Am I nothing now?
Did I bring you down?

Why do you act this way?
What's with the games you play?
Why did we let it get this far?
Why can't I hide these fucking scars?

It's been so long and I can't sleep
I'm wide awake but I feel so weak
The scars you carved in me run deep
I don't understand why you'd turn the other cheek

I can't be your enemy, I can't be your friend
I can't resurrect what it was we had back then
I'll slowly close my eyes and let the past descend
I'll erase you from my mind and never bleed again

Why are you so fed up?
Have you had enough?
Am I nothing now?
Did I bring you down?

Why do you act this way?
What's with the games you play?
Why did we let it get this far?
Why can't I hide these fucking scars?

Why are you so fed up?
Have you had enough?
Am I nothing now?
Did I bring you down?

Why do you act this way?
What's with the games you play?
Why did we let it get this far?
Why can't I hide these fucking scars?