Telling Her Everything I Told Myself I Wouldn't

She dreams in black and white
Another lonely restless night
If only she knew the truth then maybe she would be alright
She holds the world so high
She laughs as life passes by
If only I could find a way to tell her what's on my mind

She lights a cigarette
As she tries her best to forget
If only I could ease the pain away when she's feeling upset
She sometimes wonders what is real
My heart beats faster to her sex appeal
If only I could find a way to tell her how I feel

I twist and turn
I'm falling backwards
To crash and burn
From lack of words
We fight and push comes to shove
But does she see she's the only one I think the world of
I want to fall in love
I want to rise above the darkness
Into a sky that's drenched in blue
Matching the color of your eyes
I want to fall in love with you

Another hour ticks away
I wonder when I'll see her face
Such beauty I could never turn away
She stops to think just for a while
She stops my heart with just a smile
Every inch away from her feels like a thousand miles

So I will hold her as close as I can
But I don't know when I'll see her again
Can you tell me where, can you tell me when
She can make all my fears subside
She can calm me down, she can make me wild
But will she ever know how I feel inside

I twist and turn
I'm falling backwards
To crash and burn
From lack of words
We fight and push comes to shove
But does she see she's the only one I think the world of
I want to fall in love
I want to rise above the darkness
Into a sky that's drenched in blue
Matching the color of your eyes
I want to fall in love with you

I'm waiting to hear something she may never say
Three words that don't mean anything unless you mean them anyway
I'm waiting to feel like I never have before
Deeper than in love, something so much more

I twist and turn
I'm falling backwards
To crash and burn
From lack of words
We fight and push comes to shove
But does she see she's the only one I think the world of
I want to fall in love
I want to rise above the darkness
Into a sky that's drenched in blue
Matching the color of your eyes
I want to fall in love with you