Too Numb To Care

You murdered me from the inside out
But I'm not sure I ever felt a thing
While others watched our slow descent
Neither of us even stopped to blink

I remember better times
When I didn't need to read between the lines
And I'll break through the mess you made
The games you played, the false charade

But somehow for whatever reason when I look in your eyes
I see that I'm better off while you seem to be struggling through life
And I get the urge to apologize

I'm sorry that we couldn't end on better terms
With kinder words, with a lesser hurt
Things just aren't the way they were before
I'm sorry that we said goodbye
We didn't cry, we didn't ask why
But I'm too numb to care anymore

You poisoned something beautiful
I hope you realize as you wallow in the waste
Still my pool is crystal clear
And in the reflection I see the smile on my face

You should learn to look before you leap
Don't even speak, there's no point
Your words are only promises you never keep
But I'll break free above the lies
Through brighter eyes we'll synchronize
And see where both our seperate paths may lead

But somehow for whatever reason when I look in your eyes
I see that I'm better off while you seem to be struggling through life
And I get the urge to apologize

I'm sorry that we couldn't end on better terms
With kinder words, with a lesser hurt
Things just aren't the way they were before
I'm sorry that we said goodbye
We didn't cry, we didn't ask why
But I'm too numb to care anymore

Say your last goodbyes
I'm ending this tonight
Through a thousand swarming flies I see your plagued
And in your disease you confess your love
Through rivers filled with blood
But I'm walking away from all the wars you've waged

And as your boils start to burst you'll drop in prayer
And still I won't be there, I'm too numb to care

But somehow for whatever reason when I look in your eyes
I see that I'm better off while you seem to be struggling through life
And I get the urge to apologize

I'm sorry that we couldn't end on better terms
With kinder words, with a lesser hurt
Things just aren't the way they were before
I'm sorry that we said goodbye
We didn't cry, we didn't ask why
But I'm too numb to care anymore