Monsters

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself

You promised me heaven but this feels like hell
I can't get to sleep so I just tell myself
Can't get to heaven so I'll stay in hell
I can't find peace sometimes I hate this realm

I'd like to think that I could be somebody else
If I were a star I'd shoot away so far
Sometimes I find it hard to recognise myself
Like I'm an alien, spaceship, crash it, burn it

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself
Stuck in an illusion
Crying for help

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself
Looking in the mirror
I tell myself
(Monsters I'm not afraid)
(Monsters I'm not afraid)

Promise me heaven but this feels like hell
I'm in the deep another rainy spell
I can't get to heaven so I stay in hell
Round and round on this carousel

I'd like to think that I could be somebody else
If I were a star I'd shoot away so far
Out of my head I need time to digest
I need to tell myself
To breathe

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself
Stuck in an illusion
Crying for help

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself
Looking in the mirror
I tell myself
(Monsters, I'm not afraid)

(Monsters, I'm not afraid)
(Monsters, I'm not afraid)

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself
Stuck in an illusion
Crying for help

I'm not afraid of monsters
But I'm afraid of myself
Looking in the mirror
I tell myself
(Monsters, I'm not afraid)