How to Be Mine Again

Wasn't born to be broken
I just forgot how to shine

You thought I'd break and beg to stay
But I'm the price you chose to pay
You wore my skin like Sunday best
Then left me bleeding, unimpressed
You kissed my scars and called it love
But left me choking on enough
Now I dress in all my spite
Laced with calm and lit with fight

I don't need closure, just revenge
You wanted soft, I bring the end
I bloom where I was tossed aside
Watch me glow while you subside

How to be mine again
Promised me gain and gave me pain
But I forget real easy
If you fall from the balcony, I'll watch your shame
Wanna see you suffer, wanna see you drain
(Again, again, how to be mine again)
I bled for the love that never came
Now I rise through the burn, not through your name
You left the wreck, I lit the flame
(Again, again, how to be mine again)

You called me yours, then watched me drown
Now you beg while I wear my crown
No more crumbs, no more disguise
You get guilt and I get skies
You used my light to chase your storm
But I'm not here to keep you warm
So sob your tears into your guilt
While I dance in the house I built

I don't forgive, I don't forget
You're just a name I now regret
Your sorrys come a song too late
I rewrote mine, you sealed your fate

How to be mine again
Promised me gain and gave me pain
But I forget real easy
If you fall from the balcony, I'll watch your shame
Wanna see you suffer, wanna see you drain
(Again, again, how to be mine again)
I bled for the love that never came
Now I rise through the burn, not through your name
You left the wreck, I lit the flame
(Again, again, how to be mine again)

Don't call me strong like it's a gift
You broke the glass, I made the shift
Now I'm the voice behind the grin
And you're the ghost I boxed within

How to be mine again
You made me bleed and called it zen
But I woke up mid-collapse
Now I hold peace in vengeful wraps
I burned the script you tried to pen
Now I rewrite it, mine again
(Again, again, how to be mine again)

So cry for what you couldn't keep
I'll rise while you fall deep
This time, I'm only mine to keep