Leaving It

She says she still feels the same,
Too old to still be amazed
Swore it's only a phase
Of lies, they bend and they sway
I swear we just needed space.
I saw your fear in night
I caught that feeling all right
And strayed away from the light
Says if it wasn't so bright
Our souls were dull and they died.
I found out that i wasn't so right
We smoked a bit on the porch
And then you turn out the lights
I need you.

We changed our moods with the lights low
Forgot just what we came for
Saw through the light with our eyes closed
I saw your fear in night
I caught that feeling all right
You said it's not what you need
We choose what we want to believe.
We said we'd just wait and see.

And your cold dead eyes are so bright to me
And your eyes are still
God, it's hard
Leaving it.