With a Subtle Look

We started off across a room
Locking eyes and subtle clues.
Connection then devotion grew closer
Than our mothers knew.
It's hard to fill the middle in.
What triggered cause to the effect.
Suddenly you exited.
With a subtle look we would communicate.
Now all the words we saved return to curse your name.
I'm jumping off this moving ground
Needing just to levitate.
I'm landing now forgetting how.
Your gravity ruins everything.
You fill my head and weigh it down.
My clouded heavy vision sees your arms
Once mine now wrapped around a different boy,
He looks like me.
With a subtle look we would communicate.
Now all the words we saved return to curse your name.