Nights in Solitude

As I reflect my past
I memorize the nights in solitude
When my only friend
Was the dagger at my heart

And the essence of red streams
Which I released from the prison of my veins
Mirrored the lone trust I ever felt
Because my only friend was Death

The silent screams of my aching heart
Was buried into everlasting stillness
And the pain I suffered every day
Was unseen in the dark chambers
Which was my very soul

My soul
Was unseen in the dark chambers

But in solitaire hours in the dead of night
I stared deep into the ravenous abyss
And as I float into qliphothic tunnels
I saw them, eleven shadows from beyond
In their black oceans I drowned myself
And so, I was reborn as a Spirit

What I saw in the depths
Ignited a forbidden flame in my heart
And now, healed by the light of Lucifer

As I reflect my past
I memorize the nights in solitude
When my only friend
Was the dagger at my heart

And I truly know
That all the pain was worth it

These nights of black agony
Gave everlasting birth
To the essence of my true self
I spread my wingd and fly away
Into a night so beautiful and clear
Nox aurea

Into a night so beautiful and clear
Nox aurea

The struggle of liberation goes on
Until the very last chain is broken
The path to wisdom dwells beneath us
Per aspera ad astra