Exitus Letalis

All the colours bid farewell, the contours as hell during my sleep
With the sunset it will return creeping
Nothingness, as far, as every eye has reached
Is all I see, as I re-awake at the solstice

All the buried stars I've left behind
Built my shape of existence - like never to be there
The gaping emptiness, surrounded by its despairing silence
Awaits me in an unanimated room, full of neverending delusions

No light, is my delight

Damned, for being imprisoned in deepest black
Unable to escape from the deluge of sorrow - like onward to the gallows
This petrified atmosphere, could be the sign for the final end
.By facing the mirror of total death

To be constantly followed, through this bitter loneliness without feelings
I'm fruitlessly searching, for something that releases me
Sadness is spreading again, but not only while dusk
And so the anguish continues

Dead - the only way I can live

The mood went weaker and weaker,'til it conclusively died
Eternal pain leads me on my path to salvation
No fear for blood, when the inner decay announces
That I won't exist any longer