A Life of Suffering Craving The Darkness

In this tranquill place I have cast aside my perverse craving wrapped in darkness
Glorious dreams seeking hope and ambition are scattered like
ashes to the whims of the vast, open sky
And now deep inside this peaceful earth, my will goes unheeded,
I flow like grains of sand
caught in the relentless river current of the course of nature

Casting aside these dark desires. Towards the sighing of the wind
Casting aside these dark desires. I set forth from this place to search for my soul

The dark spirit that possesses me leads me down the path towards a world of never-ending darkness
Leaving nothing but a trail of anguish, despair and destruction, blood flows on
In the end, this familiar suffering washes over me again
My destiny, like an unrelenting nightmare, is buried in the grave of my soul
It flows along with the undeviating course of nature

In this weak world that I cannot be a part of
Someone had to be sacrificed to the never-ending darkness
It was to be me...

Now I have come to realize...
It is a life of pleasure and darkness
Let me be free
It is a spirit of pleasure and darkness
Let me be free

In my failure of a life long ago in which I sold my soul
Freedom...
I want to find myself in mor than just a pale shadow