Hostage (feat. Axty)

Everything is falling now
Voices in my head get loud
How can I just shut them out?

How much time did I waste, yeah
Thinking about what I’ve should’ve done
In moments that I lived
Can't figure this out
It's inside me
A void that takes control and
Makes me doubt all of that I believe

I wanna feel alive
As they say I should
Does smiling make me happy?

How am I supposed to move on?
It’s killing me how I don’t feel a thing
Insecurity is holding me hostage
Something to believe?
Something to believe? Nothing
I believe, I believe in nothing

How did I get myself down here?
Never thought I could actually break down
Believe it or not
My mind is at war
Someone wake me up
Take me home
I'm so tired of being on my own
My peace of mind
To make things right (would you mind?)
Is this too much to ask for?

How am I supposed to move on?
It’s killing me how I don’t feel a thing
Insecurity is holding me hostage
Something to believe?
Something to believe? Nothing
I believe, I believe in

I don’t wanna go, I’ve been trying
Praying to a God that I don’t even believe in
Don’t forget my name if I meet the end
It’s too late, it’s too late now
No, is it too late?
Is it too late to save me?

The void is consuming me
It’s inside of me
I can’t erase it
I'm trying to forget but

How am I supposed to move on?
It’s killing me how I don’t feel a thing
Insecurity is holding me hostage
Something to believe?
Something to believe? Nothing
I believe, I believe in nothing
I believe, I believe, I believe in