Trying To Breathe

I think I'm having a heart attack
I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done
If I could, you know I would take it back
Wide awake in a lot of pain
Thinking I might not see the next day and
Hoping that I got it in me to see this through

I say things that I can't take back
I torch bridges while I attack and
Compensate by laying myself out flat

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end

I hate every second of the God damn day
Give me anything you got I don't care
It's all the same

I need something to take, so I don't feel anymore
Need something stronger than the night before
I need it before it's too late
When it hits me I, I didn't have a choice
I'm screaming so loud I can't hear my own voice
Just make it go away

And I'll just focus on trying to breathe

Feels like I'm having a heart attack
I've done too much of what I shouldn't have done
If I could, you know I would take it back

I just hope I live long enough to be able to see you again
Just enough to be able to see you again
And I hope I don't have to suffer the night without you at the end