despondency

I'm waking up
It's 3 PM
I was up late last night again
What the hell is time and space
I'm trapped inside my coffin cave

Red hair slumber
Black fur stay awake
By the time you close your eyes
I'm killing all my insides

Sleepy, with all my dead friends listening
Sleepy, love to hate me when I'm feeling
Sleepy, with all my dead friends listening
Sleepy, as I sink into despondency

My burning brain under the dim lampshade
I'm not a dreamer just a nervous list-maker
I'm not a story teller
I mostly won't stop talking to her

Sleepy, with all my dead friends listening
Sleepy, love to hate me when I'm feeling
Sleepy, with all my dead friends listening
Sleepy, as I sink into despondency

Brother wolf, I killed you
Don't miss you no
Crooked and broken
Your limbs are driftwood
I'm in the birch tree forest
Forget I exist, the leaves have covered me
Brother, I'm gone
Don't remember my name

Despondency is killing me
My eyes don't get wet
But it feels like I'm sinking
Deeper and deeper
My keeper's asleep
And I guess I'll just follow
Myself into the sleepy sea