Me Most Nights

Counting seconds, counting minutes, counting hours, that's the game I play
I give the camera roll another scroll, take my soul to a brighter day
I find a dark little bar in the heart of the Nashville lights
Try not to hate my life, yeah, that's me most nights

I wonder if you're smoking and drinking, thinking you'll always be alone
Just a heart without a home, like me most nights
Dreaming and scheming about all the ways to get it back
Are you missing what you had, like me most nights
Is your world on fire or nothing but ashes
I don't wanna know but I can't keep from asking
Who do you love, who's on your mind
Is it somebody else or is it me most nights

A couple days, couple weeks, couple months to get away from it
Now I see why they say every heartbreak's got a lesson you can take from it, yeah
Maybe we both share a little bit of blame for the stupid fights
But with a little hindsight, I can see it was me most nights

I wonder if you're smoking and drinking, thinking you'll always be alone
Just a heart without a home, like me most nights
Dreaming and scheming about all the ways to get it back
Are you missing what you had, like me most nights
Is your world on fire or nothing but ashes
I don't wanna know but I can't keep from asking
Who do you love, who's on your mind
Is it somebody else or is it me most nights

Oh, who do you want, who's on your mind
When I close my eyes

I wonder if you're smoking and drinking, thinking you'll always be alone
Just a heart without a home, like me most nights
Dreaming and scheming about all the ways to get it back
Are you missing what you had, like me most nights
Is your world on fire or nothing but ashes
I don't wanna know but I can't keep from asking
Who do you love, who's on your mind
Is it somebody else or is it me most nights