Wasted Life

Does it get to be a pattern?
Dripping poison with your mouth shut
Tasting blood you got me speechless
With all the things that you’ve said
I’ve been waiting in the sidewalk
Minutes turning into hours
I can’t help but have the feeling that
I'm losing time wasting another day

Gotta prove that I'm worthy to myself
Gotta choose, free me now or stay and rot to death
Every day the frustration of being part of this
Corrodes my pride and makes me feel that I am just a waste of time

Do you remember when you said that
I'm not in love, I'm used to you
It never made so much sense to me
Now that I'm fucking through

Gotta run, enjoy life because it’s more than it seems
Try to see all the colors that I couldn’t see
When I was blind
Drinking poison out of your dirty mouth
I found I reason to believe that I'm not a waste of time
Gotta live, every day, be what I wanna be
Sharing love, being loved
The way it’s meant to be
Oh, how glad I am to know that
I found I reason to believe that I'm not a waste of time
Oh no!
I'm not a wasted life
Oh no!
You were a waste of time
Oh, yeah!
And I won’t waste my life
Oh no!